spoonie
li ◦ they/them
girlypop horrorshow
audhd vtuber creature on the computer
hi i'm spoonie! (a.k.a li)i'm a queer & disabled artist, accessibility specialist, content creator, game dev, and self-proclaimed curator of weird 'n' wonderful media.
i'm interested in horror, video games and film, and i am a fierce disability and accessibility advocate. i cover a lot of ground, but i am very interested in neurodivergency as well as mental and emotional health.
i'm also a graphic designer and mixed media artist, and i love making handmade trinkets and goodies!
i am emotionally led by art and the way people express themselves through it.
my special interests are:
naomi watts at any point during mullholland drive and sean Young's makeup when she's wearing the fur coat in bladerunner
content stats
note: i recently returned from a long hiatus, and as such some platforms are being (re)built from the ground up.
thank you for understanding
keywords
gaming, horror, accessibility, lgbtqia+, y2k, vtuber, disability, envtuber, indie horror, game dev, girlypop
tech specs
gpu: geforce rtx 4080 super
cpu: amd ryzen 7 9800x3d 8-core
ram: 64gb ddr5 4800mhz
os: windows 10
if you are interested in working together or want to make an enquiry, you can contact me at [email protected]
artwork credits
altersky
aquatriix
Bra1nana
chuux
dhedei21
eimi
fei
halesama
keke00
noanimations
MafikoVT
mys4
naoreo
neo
Nijiiris-san
nisababa
prayers b
Tang3rine
Ungkusai
emotes
MarquesaInari
Mixsshy
lefty
Liri Luna
Lunar Aura
Lunar Novaa
Ririka Noire
ruby the moth
models
lil vampz ◦ pngtuber (main)
spoonie ◦ 3d lowpoly (wip)
spoonie ◦ vroid
spiffybun ◦ pngtuber (rubberhose)
mugi ◦ reactive (main)
doncrossxart ◦ reactive (anime)
lo ◦ reactive (kuromi)
Rinxyz ◦ reactive (bunny)
kezel ◦ reactive (gingerbread)
4S1JH ◦ tts mascot
thumbnails
spoonie ◦ twitch thumbnails
spoonie ◦ youtube thumbnails
spoonie ◦ vod thumbnails
gumii cat ◦ youtube thumbnails
other credits
spoonie ◦ graphics, code, video, art
mimimory ◦ mascot design
NutnutYe ◦ chibi stinger
wispybun ◦ carrd base template
haru yosei ◦ misc assets
spoonie ◦ stream animations
ragnaritos ◦ stream animations
cheu ◦ stream animations
plugins & tools
super sweet bot ◦ co-working widgets
what i do...
i'm currently preparing my first phd proposal and working on a couple of zines involving video games and feminism.
my focus areas are: horror genre, accessibility, media, feminism, gender & queer studies.
i am a fierce advocate for accessibility, disability rights, mental health awareness and neurodivergency support.
day-to-day, i provide alternative provision mentoring for children and young people with SEND using video games, and i am currently working as an accessibility consultant for Sony Playstation as well as always being a busy bee as a content creator too.
i have extensive experience in accessibility consultation across tech and horror consultation in media. i have experience in games qa, production, indie game dev and mentoring.
i'm available for workshops, talks, guest spots, hosting and more.
for work enquiries: portfolio, resume, and references available on request.
i currently have limited capacity for collaborations and short-term projects over the next 6 months. my consultancy and mentoring services are available ad hoc.
drop me an email at [email protected] if you're interested in working together.
panels & talks
talk ◦ ga11y '26: video game puzzle accessibility
talk ◦ nwu: disability representation in games
talk ◦ ga11y '25: horror game accessibility
panel ◦ SIOW: discussing body image
panel ◦ mc: navigating neurodiversity in games
panel ◦ GAconf: accessibility QA
panel ◦ secret mode: accessibility in games
panel ◦ siow: insights on chronic illness
guest appearances
podcast ◦ talking terror s2 ep2
podcast ◦ video gems ep 10
podcast ◦ video gems ep 9
podcast ◦ dna of games
upcoming events
irl ◦ game a11y gathering 2026
irl ◦ gaconf mixer 2026
irl ◦ horror game awards 2026
online ◦ tba
accolades
manycats impact cohort 2023
horror game awards juror 2023 - 2026
ig50 juror 2024 - 2026
charity work
special effect scream team stream 2023
siow press pause stream 2023
zines
DARK: HORROR & DISABILITY
DARK: HORROR & DISABILITY 2
hosting
presenter ◦ horror ga '25: accessibility
